Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Bad boys bad boys,
Man the boys in our whole school are pontenging (is that a word) jus to study for the Pra next MOnday. Although they are smart. U will get a warning if u miss 3 days in a row without a letter so they'll miss 2 days then come for 1. It so stupid. But they obviously have to come tomorrow. It's the BM Gerak Gempur. Man I'm so worried. I really should be studying but I jus felt like updating my blog for a minute. I rarely write in my diary nowadays. I think it's cuz Sarah also got one when she saw that I had one. So now it doesn't feel the same to write cuz...it's so hard to explain cuz I dun really understand either. It's just different.
But anyway, the day was a blast. It was so much fun. I changed the bet (under Wai Pengs persistence) so now Suresh has to say that he supports WAI PENG in order for me to win. Simple, I'll get his number from Wai Peng. Rite after I finish this.
Now back to the topic of bad boys. Ganesha is a BAD BOY. It's so suprising cuz he's a pengawas and all but hey, there will always be rebels. During recess, I had to buy a refill for my G1 cuz I really do not want to run out rite b4 the test tomrorow. But I almost forgot that the Jatians had PJ. SO The boys as usual were changin in the class. Luckily when we passed they were fully dressed. Ganesha was jus adjusting his shirt when we passed by. According to Sarah she made eye contact with him (WTV) But he looked tres' cute without his tie on and his top button open. Fabulous. Anywayz, I thought I missed him when we were walking back, cuz as usual YC and Sheena took quite sum time to cum out cuz their teacher was still there. I was suprised at wat I as thinking. I was wondering why do girls carry such small bags and boys the opposite. So I was looking at everyones bag. I was looking at Pei Jies bag thinking 'Wat about Pei Jie' When she moved out of the way and Ganesha was standing rite behind her. I was so suprised, I put my hand to my temple (impulse reaction) and pretended I didn't see him. Not so easy when he and his friend grabed their other friend walking next to me and gave him a friendly push. He almost collided into me. I must have looked suprised and half amused cuz I remember smiling slightly but clearly moving further away from them. I made eye-contact with Ganesha, he looked like he was just about to apologize, but I'm not sure. He jus looked at me with a 'I'm sorry look' but didn't really say anything...hmmm. Oh shit. I forgot about Gerak gempur tomorrow. Gotta ciao.
Posted at 11:37 pm by bollywoodgirl
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Mwahahahahaha (evel laugh) I'm SO gonna win the bet. I'll be 50 bucks richer. I mean I can't believe Suresh is actually helping me, I know he said he will by...oh wait I ahve to explain the bet first riite? Anywayz, Wai Peng kept saying that Suresh was SO in love with me but I got tired of it so we bet that he will say 'I love you' to me. Luckily he doesn't want to. The bet was supposed to end today but I kasihan Wai Peng so I said it can be braought forward till Thurs. And I know there is NO WAY she can win. She kept bugging Suresh all through class to do it. I mean when I jus got there on my bike, I could hear Joyce say, 'Here she comes' That means the whole class knows bout our bet. Most prob cuz Wai Peng was toking bout it. When I stepped in, Suresh jus looked up, (cuz he sits rite behind the curtain) and smiled a weird smile. Like we're sharing a secret or sumthing. So I jus half whispered 'Remember dun say anything, 5 bucks (that was a bribe, but hey alls fair) And he jus liked his lips (in the usual way of his) and nodded subtly. After that, Wai peng went next to him and knelt there and I was worried that he was going to break so I went there and knelt on his other side. We were both going like do lar dun do lar do lar dun do lar. It was hilarious and everyone EVERYONE was laughing. Joyce said, 'Foo-yo, got admirers' And Suresh said 'Man I feel so proud' It was hilarious. Wats even more hilarius is that Wai Peng kept trying the whole day. After that, we could go home and Wai Peng was actually crying (not loudly but I could see) so I felt like calling it off but I didn't cuz she did say she was going to win and brought it from 10 to 50 bucks. Then she asked if we could extend it so I said yeah. Then I was putting on my rain coat (it was raining wen I left for tuition) so I went over to Suresh and asked him to wait till Thurs. And he jus smiled that smile again and I hopped on my bike and went out the gate. At that time, Suresh was waiting outside the gate. Then Wai Peng came running asking to CACEL the bet so I said no and she said Suresh was helping me cuz he really liked me. At that point Suresh jus tured away like he was not paying attention but I was really uncomfortable, I wonder how he felt. Like embarrassed or wat?
Posted at 05:48 am by bollywoodgirl
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Monday, September 06, 2004
U wun believe this cuz even I cant believe this cu the Pra PMR is next week? Wat happened to the days? NAd my Geog and History is still so sucky. Wat happens if I do not get A for that? I mean there is actually a good thick chance tat I get straight A's but onli if I start studying...real hard. Like everyday do a little of Geog. And sej. Actually thats not so hard cuz I Can do Geog and History selang seli. But The prob is my Dad wans a Maths paper every day and after doing that my brain is limp and I have absolutely no mood to do that. Shitlar, I really need staright A's. Have I stressed that point enough>
Posted at 05:11 am by bollywoodgirl
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
Shitman. The pengawases are so damn dumb. At first anyway, that's wat I thought. But anyway, Ganesha went to the classes on the 1st floor. So unfair. I really wanted him to come to my class. Then while we were walking down the stairs with Wai SIe and Sheena, I was caciing the pengawas along with Sarah. Then near the gate, I said "they just strut into our classes as if they are so authorized (I know doesn't make that much sense) But Ganesha was like just next to Wai Sie when I said that, I saw him shift his head a little, as if he heard wat I said. I was trying to stop liking him because he's a pengawas, but when I saw him I couldn't control myself. I started liking him again. I mean I can't help it. And he's actually quite smart, he got 73 for his Gearak Gempur Science, the highest. He really smart actually, onli he fooled around a lot last year. But who am I kidding, he might have liked me at SOME point, but I think because we switched classes he doesn't anymore. So wat the heck, I dun think we'll be inthe same class next year anyway, but I really want that to happen. Maybe, just maybe...
Posted at 10:34 pm by bollywoodgirl
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
I've been wanting to update my blog for a LOOOOOOONNNNNGGGGG time. So much has happened. First of all Dry went back to Africa :'(. How unfair. Wat if she unfortunately cannot comein December? Rite after I get my Freedom (Merdeka and all that). Will she faster come online?
Also I got back my trial results. Well some of them anyway, I got 90% for Maths *shocked*. Really amazing isn't it? I am also guarateed an A in BM as well as English and I got an A in KH. If I do say so myself I did better in this test. Although Wai Sie and Sheena are beating me, except in English, I really have to do well.
Another prob is Sarah, today the Leo club was giving out the lucky charms that we ordered and I got mine, from one of my frenz, I sent one to Sarah and Sheena and YC. Well Sarah said she liked the colour of my card so she just took it. I was so shocked. She just took my chard and took off the card. Then she stuck it in her book. I jus gave her a 'look' cuz I was SO not in the mood to argue. But really, does she ever think before doing anything?
I also went to tuition the other day. It was Maths and extremely boring. Since the teach went out for a while, we tried to goal our rough paper (u know, for the calculations) into the rubbish bin. At first I couldn't, Suresh was going in again and again. Finally I scored one and Wai Peng said she did it, she did score one but onli after mine so Suresh declined that and said I did it. Hehe. After that we started throwing at each other. The onli person Suresh didn't throw it at, was me. Amazingly enogh, I was free from his amazingly accurate shots. We kind of becamea team cuz he kept giving me ammo when I ran out. And Yit Meng kept hitting me and I couldn't hit him so I went and squeezed his shoulders till he stopped. lol It was so funny
Posted at 04:29 am by bollywoodgirl
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Why don't people think b4 they speak? Jacob has two girlfriends online and he is in LOVE with both of them. LOVE. He doesn't even klnow the meaning of love. Love is something that onli happens once in your life. Only once. You don't just say you love someone u met in a stupid game called Ragnarok. Just cuz she cute and manja...Stupid. I wish people would think b4 they speak
Posted at 07:06 am by bollywoodgirl
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The day started off completely innocent. I was sleeping (then awaken by a phone call) Jen called to say she was coming over. It was completely last minute i didn't even know she was coming. Newayz I studied in the morning so I wun be so bz when she got here. When she got here, we used the net for a couple of minutes or so and then played Cashflow. Got tired of that sooner or later so went to Ikano Power centre. We spent most of the time in Popular looking at astrology and superstitioln books. There was this one book about ghost and it says if u put a magnet underneath a paper and sprinkle magnet dust on top it will form a patern. It is supposed to be the doing of a GHOST. But I know that it's the magnetic field. I mean we learn that in Science for heavens sake. Dumb writer. Anywayz after that we had to ciao pretty quick cuz Jen needed to cath the LRT with her mom. But we couldn't find our car. It was so funny. We walked for like 20 minutes and then realized we were on the wrong floor. Stupid huh? But it was real funny and quite fun. The rest of the day is bla bla bla.
Posted at 06:52 am by bollywoodgirl
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Thursday, August 19, 2004
Sometimes I wonder what does that word mean? I mean so many people are in love, reagular straight people, gays and lesbians....Anywayz here's what brought it to my mind.
I almost didn't go to tuition today. But my Mom forced me to as usual. Suresh came late, and since the only spare place was next to me (well besides the front row but no one sits there except the nerds, Jacob and Adrian) He came to grab the chair so I moved up to make space for him. Wai peng kept saying there was no more space so I would be closer to Suresh. But in the end she gave in cuz if she didn't Suresh would jus be a pancake at the moment.
We were halfway through the lesson when Wai Peng got bored. So she kept teasing me with Suresh. I told her to shut up but then she just kept on with it. I think Suresh was getting irritated and he could see me tensing up too. So he just said to Wai Peng, 'Yaa, I love her'. Wai peng was shocked but I just smiled to myself cuz I knew if that was true then I'd be the queen of England. Wai Peng asked him to repeat that so he said again 'I love Natasha'. Then he looked at me and we both smiled as if sharing a secret joke. I mean it's obvious he doesn't like me (no one does) so I know he was joking. And that was the nice part. It just feels nice to have someone say they love you but know they're not serious.
After that I felt more comfortable around Suresh. I could talk to him, laugh, gang up against Wai Peng with him and it all felt so natural.
So really. What does love mean?
Posted at 05:51 am by bollywoodgirl
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Sarah has really absolutely completely been getting on my nerves. Like completely. All she ever talks about is boys boys and...hmmmm...oh yeah, boys. She knew I liked Ian first. But wat does she do at the seminar she flirts with him, asks for his number, calls him up almost everyday. Shit man. Not that i really cared. I didn't like Ian as much as I thought, but what ticks me off is that she knew i liked him, she knew she flirted with him, and she still doesn't have the decency to say sorry? Or anything like that at all? And who cares about Ian? She's obsessed with boys. OBSESSED. She's endlessly talking anout Shamsul calling her, Antony writing her a letter, Shamsul declaring his love for her (hey, it's true. He said he'd declare it in front of me, Fei Siang and Adel if he had to) And I'm ticked off at the boys. WHy do SO MANY OF THEM LIKE HER?! I mean sure she's nice (not really), pretty (just a bit), and flirty (too true). They haven't even seen the other side of her. The boastful and ignorant side. I HATE HER. She's always saying things like, I'm sure gonna beat u in Science, I'm sure gonna beat u in paper two, I will beat u. And in the end wat happens? I BEAT HER. Whoop-de-do. No suprise she's just an airhead with a big mouth. She's so completely annoying and irritating. Even Sonia thinks so. And she's known Sarah longer. She also hurts me when she saying things like, Catholics are not Christians u know? Whadda fuck. How would she know? She's just a fucking asshole shit of a friend. Does she know how many times I've restrained myself from saying that she's actually orriginally a Roman Catholic? If she knows so much about Christian, she should know this. The Roman Catholic Church was the first church ever. Then a smart ass king decided to break off and create the Protestians. The Protestians consist of Baptist, Methodist and...can't remember. Sarah is a Baptist. The Roman Catholics are actually the first church to be built. Idiot. Unfortunately for me I dun feel like telling her off. She's such an asshole.
Wai Sie and Sheena think that Sarah will beat all three of us in the exam. What shit is that? Sarah did worse than me in all the test except for Science. I'm going to win her if it is the last thing I do. I will make sure I beat her. It will serve her ugly face rite.
Breathe, breathe. Ok so maybe i'm not in the best of moods, but it's true. Maybe I'm also jealous of her a bit.....allright, a LOT! But why do so many boys like her, why do Sheena and Wai Sie think she can do batter than all of us, why does she have to act like the biggest jerk of all time?
I hate her!!!
Posted at 06:15 am by bollywoodgirl
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Friday, August 13, 2004
Yesterday was not a regular normal day...it was Friday the Thirteenth. A lucky day for me since I'm a Libra and all. I'm hoping that since it was, I'll get an A on my BM paper. Unfortunately outside the bookshop while Wai Sie and Sheena and me were waiting in line, a teacher in front of us overheard me telling them that it was my lucky day. She just turned around and gave me a funny look and said, 'It's your lucky day huh?' Bleh...I wasn't exactly talking all that loud...was i?
Posted at 05:00 pm by bollywoodgirl
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Currently in jail. 
